tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28393584772651449812024-03-13T20:22:32.316-07:00Watching waves I wonder ...Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.comBlogger204125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-80667923884629478142014-02-02T20:00:00.001-08:002014-02-02T20:03:10.276-08:00A Friend’s Visit<p>At the beginning of January, one of my forever best friends came from Oregon to Southern California to visit his mom, who is ill and may be preparing to transition. The distance makes it hard to be as available as he’d like to be, but he’s wonderful about keeping communication flowing with his dad and brothers and family. I pray for his mother and the family, that they all be blessed with grace and peace during this sacred time. <br><br>This friend, Paul, is a deeply spiritual soul, connected to earth, the elements and Divine in a wonderful way. I treasure his friendship and I treasure the easy way we can talk with one another. We’ve been friends for over 35 years and spent much of our 20s seeing each other nearly every day, forming a very close bond with our small group of friends. When we’re young and still forming, those deep friendships we make during that time became part of our formation. Who I am is partly due to his and our other friends’ influence. We all vacationed together, celebrated together, grew together, shared a whole lot of time and laughter together. It was an amazing time we shared! </p> <p>During his visit, Paul couch-surfed a couple of nights at my place. It was wonderful to have him here! Since he’s like family, it felt very comfortable to just let him do whatever he needed to do while I went to yoga, church and to my company holiday party. (I did feel kind of bad, though, that I was in the midst of a bad fibro flare, hurting pretty badly.) </p> <p>Paul is an artist, too, and teacher. He’s studied shamanism extensively and creates beautiful smudge fans, rattles and other instruments to use in ceremony. (You can see some of his original handcrafted work at his website: <a href="http://www.crowingcreations.com">www.crowingcreations.com</a>. He also takes custom orders.) </p> <p><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-8Jsh9voV6sU/Uu8UYm9yqmI/AAAAAAAAB0U/A8WT2qBXtWk/s1600-h/smudge%252520fan%252520sage%252520sweetgrass%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img title="smudge fan sage sweetgrass" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; margin: 0px 10px 0px 5px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="smudge fan sage sweetgrass" align="left" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-iO4_UZ-IFTw/Uu8UZYCu5PI/AAAAAAAAB0c/-zbDHr5hpG8/smudge%252520fan%252520sage%252520sweetgrass_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="279" height="222"></a>While he was here, he had his stuff neatly set aside out of the way, except for a silver box that sat on the island. I didn’t want to be nosy, so I never peeked in the box, until the 2nd day when he asked me if I’d opened it yet. It was a gift for me! So exciting! He’s always amazingly thoughtful with his gifts; previously I’ve received a turtle rattle, owl feathers, sage, a mix CD, hawk feathers and other thoughtful, caring gifts. I opened the box and pulled back the red cloth inside. Paul had made a CD for me and had brought me a DVD (The Big Kahuna). But I especially loved these gifts: an abalone shell to be used for smudging, various sages, sweet grass and resin incenses. He also made an amazing smudge fan! It has owl feathers, peacock feathers, leathers and amethyst stones. Amethyst is my birthstone (February) and amethyst is also known as a healing crystal, which was great, too, since I was in pain. It’s a piece that I will treasure all my llife! </p> <p>His work as an artist is just so amazing; Paul puts in so much detail, energy, love and blessing into every piece he does. I’m hugely honored with these gifts. The fan is sitting on a shelf in my living space where I can enjoy it and think of our friendship. Love you, Paul! </p> <p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-g5LE79ygtio/Uu8Uaa1Wq9I/AAAAAAAAB0k/n8ZzZ388M7I/s1600-h/smudge%252520fan%252520detail%25255B5%25255D.jpg"><img title="smudge fan detail" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; display: block; margin-right: auto" border="0" alt="smudge fan detail" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-Lmnj4enDRHI/Uu8UbKB_geI/AAAAAAAAB0s/kKTCa_z668M/smudge%252520fan%252520detail_thumb%25255B3%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="399" height="320"></a></p> <p align="center">The feathers are so beautiful. </p> <p><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-DylaTZty3m4/Uu8UcFHkb6I/AAAAAAAAB00/uZTHrhtBvbc/s1600-h/smudge%252520fan%252520amethysts%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img title="smudge fan amethysts" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; display: block; margin-right: auto" border="0" alt="smudge fan amethysts" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-ebg7PYX-zsQ/Uu8UctZtaGI/AAAAAAAAB08/RClk8n-xhmM/smudge%252520fan%252520amethysts_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="401" height="322"></a></p> <p align="center">The end of the handle holds another large piece of amethyst surrounded by smaller stones. </p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-29884251231083759842013-11-17T22:17:00.001-08:002013-11-17T22:17:24.818-08:00The Trumpeter on the Beach<p><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-cSeiETwJcpA/Uomw8Dswh3I/AAAAAAAABzY/CBnFVHzVLJM/s1600-h/curling%252520wave%25255B6%25255D.jpg"><img title="curling wave" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; float: none; margin: 0px auto; border-left: 0px; display: block" border="0" alt="curling wave" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-JKCvzotAqKI/Uomw8z9ehOI/AAAAAAAABzg/ggQmqwYtXpo/curling%252520wave_thumb%25255B4%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="356" height="231"></a> <p>After my (now ex) husband left our daughter and me in 1980, I spent a lot of time sitting on the beach. I was so lost, so betrayed, so filled with grief. How could the rest of the world continue on when I was hurting so much? How could people smile and laugh and go on as if my heart wasn’t shattered into pieces? </p> <p>So I sat on the beach, watching the waves move in and out, trying to get my bearings again. The waves always came to shore and then always pulled back, ever constant. Watching the waves and seeing the world continue on was a salve to my broken spirit. <p>As I sat there crying one wintry day, a man walked slowly up the shoreline toward me, passed me and then stopped a few feet away. I noticed then that he held a trumpet in his hand. Putting it to his lips, he played that trumpet, the music carrying into the air, over the waves, into my soul. Listening to his music, my heart calmed, my spirit was washed and cleared and I felt a Divine sense of release. I felt my body relax as my eyes closed and I surrendered myself to the moment …a holy moment that shifted my soul and gave me peace. His song finished, the man continued his walk up the beach without a word or a glance at me. <p>I was in awe at what had just happened. I believe in angel visitations, which, to me, are either people who are divinely guided by their angel guides or who are actual angels manifesting on earth. I didn’t ponder too much over which one my trumpeter was, but I was thankful for his gift to me, a lonely girl crying on an empty beach. <p>All these years, I’ve remembered that day and the trumpeter on the beach. I always knew it was real, but was it a divinely guided person or an angel? And then I read this story earlier this week, about a man named Andrew Arnold, a body surfer who was known to play his trumpet at the beach where I sat that day in 1980. May your reward be great in heaven, Mr. Arnold. I’ve never forgotten you. </p> <p><a href="http://www.hbindependent.com/news/tn-hbi-me-1114-andrew-arnold-20131112,0,5652113.story">http://www.hbindependent.com/news/tn-hbi-me-1114-andrew-arnold-20131112,0,5652113.story</a></p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-60504669462037524272013-11-03T23:12:00.001-08:002013-11-04T21:13:41.852-08:00Gramma’s Home AgainSaturday was All Souls Day. Saturday was the day that Gramma’s body died and she was released from her earthly bonds to return home again, just as she’s been wanting to for awhile. She was born on October 3, 1915, so at 98 years old, she has an awful lot of family and friends who were already there ready to greet her with open arms, loving kisses and cheers of joy. <br />
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Elizabeth Sears was a tiny little thing, with a head of red hair and sparkling blue eyes. She had a flirty, fun way about her; a twinkly, happy, we’re-all-gonna-have-a-great-time kind of way. If you met her, you loved her. She was utterly and profoundly irresistible. For the last two months as she was in hospice care at home, her neighbors all visited and asked about her. Everyone loved “Mrs. Sears.” <br />
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She was a farm girl and darned proud of it, too. She grew up in Kansas and had that hardy Midwestern attitude, never complaining but just moving through life’s challenges as they came up. If problems came up, she didn’t waste time on complaints; she simply worked on a solution. <br />
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When I visited the last few years, we’d have coffee and talk. She had such wonderful stories to share about her life, about being married four times, about leaving her first husband and taking her two daughters to California to make a new life. Gramma worked during the war as a “Rosie the Riveter.” She was very proud to be able to buy her house and said that she was finally home and would never leave it. She never did.<br />
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Her storytelling is legendary in the family. She was always smiling as she shared her memories. Gramma’s entire being would light up and she’d chuckle delightedly about funny little things that happened. I loved that part, her lighting up with delight. Her delight was utterly infectious and you found yourself drawn into her smile and personality and that light that she radiated, glowing with happiness around her, an aura of colorful vibrancy. <br />
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The last few years, when we’d talk, she’d tell me that she’d lived a very good, long life and she would be happy to go home to God any time. She’d tilt her head and shrug her shoulders and say that she didn’t know why God kept her here, but she’d smile and say that it’s up to Him and she was fine with that. Another time when I visited, she pulled down the neck of her turtleneck and showed me her neck, saying how she just didn’t like the wrinkles that she had there now. Then she simply pulled up her turtleneck again and kept on telling her stories. Another time, she showed me how her fingers on her right hand had curled due to arthritis, making it hard to grasp her garden clippers. Gramma told me that she found that she could uncurl them just enough with her other hand to put the clippers in her right hand and once she had them in her hand, she could clip away! She just never wasted any time feeling disappointed in anything in life. <br />
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I could tell Gramma stories all day. I loved her beyond and beyond. She was actually my ex-husband’s Gramma, but I loved her the instant I met her and she loved me. When my husband and I had our daughter Amber and made her a great-grandmother, she gained a new nickname: Great G. After I divorced, nothing changed between her and I; we were still family to one another. We corresponded, I visited, she always always sent gifts to my daughter (her great-granddaughter) for holidays and birthdays, I sent her pics of Amber growing up through the years. When my daughter had her daughters, I told her we had to go visit Great G so they could all meet since Great G was now a great-great grandmother. <br />
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And now Great G is dancing in heaven, just as she’s been wanting. I’m so happy for her joy and for the reward of heaven for her. I’m happy to have had her in my life and look forward to being reunited once again when I’m called home, too. I expect she’ll greet me with a hearty “hallelujah!” I love you, Gramma! Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-6335349254573048212013-09-28T19:41:00.001-07:002013-09-28T19:41:40.366-07:00Ebbs and flows …<p><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-994uH1MwMTM/UkeTWOihPAI/AAAAAAAABxg/xdkinsZYnMw/s1600-h/090113%252520flowers%252520for%252520moms%252520birthday%252520cemetery%25255B10%25255D.png"><img title="090113 flowers for moms birthday cemetery" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; margin: 0px 10px 0px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="090113 flowers for moms birthday cemetery" align="left" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-jkMSplD500U/UkeTXeMYnjI/AAAAAAAABxo/DUuOSHgkFb0/090113%252520flowers%252520for%252520moms%252520birthday%252520cemetery_thumb%25255B6%25255D.png?imgmax=800" width="184" height="244"></a>Life has its ebbs and flows, its highs and lows, its challenges and its joys. The calm, everyday times are often followed by times where we struggle a bit and grow through the learning of how to deal with those struggles. </p> <p>It's been an emotional couple of weeks. Mom’s birthday was August 28 so I took flowers to the cemetery and I sat there quietly with my prayers and my memories. Her cute smile when she was up to something funny, her boundless energy, her enthusiasm and her endless encouragement. So much that we learned from her. Cooking wasn’t one of them on my part. My sweet Mom just had no patience when it came to teaching me how to cook and most tries would end up with her telling me to “go out in the yard and help your Dad.” So, I learned how to garden instead. Haha! </p> <p> Gramma had surgery and hasn't been doing w<a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-2-lVbBszLJ8/UkeTYDid41I/AAAAAAAABxw/L9lzu0oozB4/s1600-h/082413%252520Gramma%252520and%252520me%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="082413 Gramma and me" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; margin-right: 0px" border="0" alt="082413 Gramma and me" align="right" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-qDIiAZjjQio/UkeTYieG04I/AAAAAAAABx4/IkNaGD07iSc/082413%252520Gramma%252520and%252520me_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184"></a>ell since then (she'll be 98 on 10/3); her body's healing but she's talking to angels and saying she wants to go home. (I should clarify that she’s my ex’s Gramma but we remained family nonetheless and I love her as if she was my own blood.) Before the surgery, she lived on her own and did everything for herself. Now she's confined to a bed at home and hospice is helping. Before her surgery, I took a pic of us. I wish it showed how pretty her blue eyes are. She’s always entertained us with wonderful stories of her youth. She doesn’t tell us stories right now. </p> <p>My dad's birthday was Wednesday; he still hasn't spoken to us in over a year. I sent him a box of See's chocolates, as I always do for holidays and special occasions with a card saying I love him and miss him. I tried calling him, knowing it was futile because they have caller ID and don’t answer the phone. I always let my cousins know when his birthday approaches so they can send him a birthday card if they’d like. I still do that. I still love the Dad that we used to have in our lives. <br><br>One of my best friends has been caring for her dad for the last six months (battling cancer); he passed away Wednesday night. Her loving selflessness in caring for him was such a tribute to the relationship they shared. She’d drive a couple of hours to spend several days with him, then drive back home for several days, repeating that routine week in and week out. He was a good man and she would do anything for him and did. He will be missed by many. My heart is so sad for my friend. </p> <p>Sometimes you just have to sit down and have a good cry for the sorrow in the world and the grief that our loved ones have to bear. One of my mantras is “Receive what you are given.” When we have to receive sorrow, we have to accept it and deal with it. Find the lessons, cry a bit, feel the depth of the emotions that you feel and not shove any of it away. And then we re-balance and look up at the stars and give thanks for a roof over our head and food in the cupboard. Simple gratitude for the abundant blessings in life.</p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-22746854977619578662013-08-23T14:56:00.001-07:002013-08-23T14:56:07.652-07:00Our infinite, divine nature<p> I hope you’ll indulge me another post regarding my journey through this 21-day meditation challenge (<a href="https://chopracentermeditation.com">https://chopracentermeditation.com</a>). This is from yesterday’s meditation: <a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-YTZgqCzj52w/UhfacjIKVhI/AAAAAAAABwk/zSIy9idNPKE/s1600-h/ocean%252520sunrise%252520a%252520beach%252520cottage%25255B8%25255D.jpg"><img title="ocean sunrise a beach cottage" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; margin: 0px 10px 0px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="ocean sunrise a beach cottage" align="left" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-AbcFc4N44UQ/UhfadUi19nI/AAAAAAAABws/jgsqTCmfTAg/ocean%252520sunrise%252520a%252520beach%252520cottage_thumb%25255B6%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="404" height="302"></a> <blockquote> <p><font color="#008080" face="Calibri">In today’s meditation we will reflect on the beautiful truth that we are already whole. We were created by universal intelligence as a complete expression of love, wisdom, and happiness. If we feel like something is missing, it is because we are seeing through the eyes of our ego-mind, which has a limited perspective of our infinite, divine nature. </font></p></blockquote> <blockquote> <p><font color="#008080" face="Calibri">With the realization that we already have everything we need and desire, we give up the exhausting search to find that person or situation or achievement to make us feel whole. We stop waiting for someone to complete us and open to the love that is right here, right now, in our own heart. And, from that boundless well of spirit, we are free to share the deepest experience of love with the people in our lives. </font></p></blockquote> <p>Do you fully believe that we are already whole, that in our truest essence nothing is missing, nothing is wrong or in need or in need of fixing? Do you believe that you are a complete expression of love, wisdom and happiness? Through years of study, practice and learning, I do believe these things … most of the time. I believe in my wholeness and trust that I am loved as I am, unconditionally. I feel that my truest essence is love and that we are all interconnected at our truest essence, the Divine within. <p>Ah, but the ego-mind does sort of get in the way and say “Wait! You have to live in the ‘real’ world. Everything just isn’t hunky dory in the real world. People get sick, people suffer, the world is polluted. It’s not all sunshine and rainbows.” But is that the “real” world? Some think it’s just an illusion and our real world is the Love within us. The ego has its uses, but it doesn’t trust, it is suspicious, it is cautious and careful. How often have we worried and been anxious about something, only to have everything turn out well in the end, and usually not just well but better than expected? After a few times of being in a similar situation, we start to trust with our inner being: “Yes, I’ve been here before and it turned out well. I trust it will be well again.” That’s growth, that’s learning, that’s remembering the lessons we are given. <p>In today’s meditation, one phrase really stood out to me. It expresses our oneness, our reliance on all parts of the whole being well and expresses the Love within. It’s something that I can practice asking in my heart in my encounters with others: <blockquote> <p>How can I contribute to your peace and well-being? </p></blockquote> <p>Namaste Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-41225675814419893752013-08-21T19:20:00.001-07:002013-08-21T19:23:28.866-07:00Remember that you are Love<p><img style="margin: 0px 15px 0px 0px; display: inline" align="left" src="https://sphotos-b-lax.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/555542_631934673513846_766677620_n.png">A couple of my friends have messaged me on Facebook, concerned since I haven’t been posting. That was really nice and they were so understanding of my needing a break. It’s gotten easier with each day to not comment or post. I feel that I’m much more in control of what I’m consuming and being more selective. </p> <p>Before this break, I was a glutton, consuming anything and everything that popped up on my page; when I was done with that, I’d go to the ticker and start consuming there, too. Shameful to admit, but true. I’d click a link to an article or video and start reading or watching, usually mindlessly until something in my head clicked and I realized that I wasn’t really interested in the content (too negative, too snarky, not an interest of mine, I didn’t know or care about the people in the post, etc.). I’ve always been this way about consuming content. I’ve always read magazines and catalogs from cover to cover, not flipping around through the pages, like others do. My brothers and I were constantly reading, whether it was the cereal box at breakfast, books under the covers with a flashlight at night, signs, posters, album liner notes, newspapers – if it had words, we were reading it. </p> <p>This FB break coupled with the 21-day meditation challenge has helped me to acknowledge my gluttonous tendencies and has helped me to determine to be more selective. The themes of each day in the challenge have been very insightful, especially as I journal afterward. </p> <p>A few days ago, the mantra of the day was “I see through the eyes of my soul.” To paraphrase, it focused on seeing everything through the eyes of love and seeing that we are all connected at the soul level, expressions of the Divine, who is Love. The ego easily gets caught up in the struggle for control and approval and the need to be right. But when we relate through eyes of love and with a heart of love, we experience the expansion of love, joy, compassion, and harmony. </p> <p>Isn’t that beautiful to think of in that way? Instead of being aggressive or snarky or judgmental of one another, we can choose in each moment to see through the eyes of our souls, our souls that are divinely connected to one another and to all that is. Our bodies are temporary vessels only; our soul is where we should be living and remembering who we truly are. Namaste. </p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-12646253139462813372013-08-11T17:13:00.001-07:002013-08-11T17:13:00.284-07:00Switching Gears<p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-s87Wuof9IQA/UggohWMhetI/AAAAAAAABwI/uEPh9NeZuas/s1600-h/HB%252520pier%252520beautiful%252520day%25255B9%25255D.jpg"><img title="HB pier beautiful day" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; display: block; margin-right: auto" border="0" alt="HB pier beautiful day" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-7Ksq2W3jvGE/UggoirO80EI/AAAAAAAABwQ/b3duqkOu1uI/HB%252520pier%252520beautiful%252520day_thumb%25255B7%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="413" height="282"></a>I started another <a href="https://chopracentermeditation.com/programs/index" target="_blank">21-day meditation challenge</a> with the Chopra Meditation Center. I’ve done a couple of these before and really enjoy making them the start of my day. If you’ve wanted to try meditation, I think this is a good way to start. The format is simple: a centering thought is presented (today’s is “I am love. I am eternal. I am spirit.”), Deepak says a few words, we’re given a mantra to use to keep us focused during meditation and then some music plays while we meditate. Very simple. </p> <p>As part of this 21-day challenge, I’ve also stopped commenting and posting on Facebook. I still read to keep up with friends, but that’s it. I'd found that too much FB was affecting me. I live alone and used FB to connect and share kind words, interesting articles and such, the kinds of things we’d share with spouses or family, neither of which I have with me on a daily basis. People seem to enjoy what I post and some have told me in person that their day has been lifted or they’ve learned something helpful. But I was finding that what I was reading in some posts and comments was disturbing me more and more, Too much bickering, name-calling, profanity. Too much negative energy and low-vibration comments. Too many people being taken advantage of with “Like bait” (posts with cuddly animals or wounded soldiers or “Like if you hate cancer” – posts that are designed to get well-intentioned people to click Like; <a href="http://news.yahoo.com/blogs/upgrade-your-life/facebook-scam-alert---what-really-happens-when-you--like--150959399.html" target="_blank">scammers make money off these</a>). Too many gullible people reposting hoaxes and generating outrage; too any “shocking video of … !!!”. I’ll admit to even being disappointed at the lack of people’s ability to put together simple sentences, use punctuation and spell. I’ve been more disappointed in people’s lack of critical thinking skills, falling for various scams, or commenting without thinking things through. Just a lot of negative energy that I was just really too tired to consume any longer. (Interesting observation: Those who comment on George Takei’s posts tend to be better thinkers and writers, folks who aren’t prone to writing with multiple exclamation marks like a squealing teenage girl.) </p> <p>Besides all the negative energy, I was just wasting too much time on FB, time that I’d really rather spend riding my bike in the summer sunshine, playing my piano, taking walks, decorating my home. (I have a list of projects, Always do.) I found myself online, reading and refreshing the page multiple times to see if anything new had come in during the last few seconds. I wasn’t getting anything done and I knew I had to stop. </p> <p>In this <a href="http://www.dailygood.org/more.php?n=5587" target="_blank">article</a>, UCLA’s Dr, Peter Whybrow says that “The computer is electronic cocaine for many people. Our brains are wired for finding immediate reward.” Novelty is the immediate reward, which is why we have trouble stopping. </p> <p>The first few days of my FB hiatus, I found myself reflexively moving to comment. Throughout my day, when I’d find something interesting to share, I’d want to go to FB to post, but stopped myself. The world kept revolving without my pithy remarks on FB. I’ve found myself spending a lot more time doing more high-value activities (like finally posting on my blog and working more on a book that I’m editing for a client) and being less consumed with others’ negativity and low-vibration energy. I’ve been reading interesting articles on LinkedIn, reading more books. (I’m consumed with <em>The Storyteller</em> currently.) I actually started my hiatus a few days before the meditation challenge, but I plan to continue until the end of the 21-day challenge. It’s been pretty easy and I’m finding a lot of satisfaction in switching gears. I’m enjoying my summer more. I hope you’re enjoying yours, too. </p> <p>Rose</p> <p>PS. I saw Trevor’s mom on the 4th of July. She takes things day by day; some days better, some days worse. She gave her son the great gift of knowledge and courage during his fight. </p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-1938845180898345472013-05-12T18:59:00.001-07:002013-05-12T18:59:30.979-07:00An Inspirational Hero: Trevor Roach<p><img style="float: none; margin-left: auto; display: block; margin-right: auto" alt="Amber Eliff Wesley" src="https://fbcdn-profile-a.akamaihd.net/hprofile-ak-prn1/c58.23.284.284/s160x160/11498_10200907407030526_539121876_n.jpg" width="191" height="191"> <p>My daughter, son-in-law and two granddaughters have a large and very close circle of friends. This group of families gathers together frequently: camping, celebrating birthdays, supporting and sharing life with one another; the kids have pretty much all grown up together as one large, extended family. <p>Trevor Roach is the 12-year-old son of one of these friends, a boy with the biggest smile you can imagine (well, you don’t have to imagine because you can see it above) and a heart to go with it. Skateboarding, riding dirt bikes, playing Legos – a kid filled with excitement and joy; all boy. </p> <p>Trev was initially diagnosed with cancer (leukemia) on 12/29/10 when he was just 9 years old. He fought the cancer with courage and chemo, went into remission after 1 - 2 rounds and continued his treatment session. He was doing so well that he had the line removed in September 2011. Before Christmas 2011, his mom Belinda saw the signs that the cancer was back, but the blood tests said otherwise. On 1/11/12, his blood tests finally caught up with the signs his mom was seeing (a mother knows her child) and his cancer was back in full force. He was once again admitted to the hospital and the line was put back in. <br><br>Chemo was started immediately. His doctors suggested that a bone marrow transplant was his best hope for beating cancer for good. On 2/28/12, a donor was found who was an 8 out of 10 on the matching scale. On 4/27/12, Trev had his bone marrow transplant and was “re-born.”<br> <br>Although his health improved after his transplant, his donor cells never fully took over his body. At the end of August, just 125 days after the transplant, Trevor’s cancer was back with a vengeance. This brave, young boy fought the cancer this 3rd round with every chemo drug known, even ones that haven’t been used in years; his doctors had to get FDA approvals to use some of the medications. Nothing worked to keep the cancer at bay. It aggressively took over his body. </p> <p>He was able to go on a big family-and-friends camping trip for New Years 2013 and rode a quad with boyish joy from sunrise to sunset for three days straight. Then it was back to the hospital for platelets and more tests. Friday 1/4/13: young Trev was readmitted into the hospital—his body 93% cancer-ridden—and it was estimated he had a few weeks left. Another round of treatment helped to prolong his life for a few additional weeks. He was able to go home to spend good times with his loving family (mom, dad, older brother and younger sister). Trevor was readmitted on April 6 for the last time. The cancer spread to his spleen, then to his liver and on April 18, shortly after midnight, Trevor beat the cancer by leaving it behind in his body. It may have conquered his body, but it could never, ever conquer his courageous spirit. <p>Trevor Roach had the hugest amount of fight in him and was always smiling, even on his bad days with fevers and sickness. He had the best time he could have on his good days, loving dirt bike riding, trains, remote control cars, boats and trucks and especially Legos. He was the Lego master! <p>Countless people were touched by his story and fighting spirit. He was visited in the hospital by sports celebrities and others, including Brian Deegan, Kyle Loza, LA Sheriff’s SWAT, Wheelz, a few members of the Ducks and many others. <p><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-cboHY6wbvt8/UZBI9J1DDwI/AAAAAAAABu4/fERJ58LHrAw/s1600-h/042813%252520Trevor%252520memorial%252520card%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; margin: 0px 10px 0px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="" align="left" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-bUM2Yqe47M8/UZBI9-JIp-I/AAAAAAAABvA/KyZIenJp7Xw/042813%252520Trevor%252520memorial%252520card_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="233" height="244"></a>In his last few weeks at CHOC, there were over 30 people a day from his extended circle of friends visiting Trevor, giving him their love and support. He loved it! He was surrounded by hundreds of family friends, teachers, nurses, children, sports figures and all who grew to love him and his strong spirit. </p> <p>At the celebration of his life on April 28, the mortuary was packed to overflowing with hundreds of people whose lives were touched by this hero-child; the chapel was filled, the courtyard, the foyer and overflowing outside. The mother of a little girl who also had cancer and shared a hospital room with Trevor told of how this rough-and-tumble little boy would get on the hospital room floor with her daughter to play tea party; so kind-hearted and generous. </p> <p>My daughter and her family weren’t here for Mother's Day today ... and for very good reason. In young Trev's last days, he asked his mom if they could go to Big Bear Lake one last time. As sick as he was, she had to tell him no, but “we’ll meet you there afterward” at the first opportunity. So, Trevor's family, my daughter's family and other close friends went camping in Big Bear this weekend to meet Trevor and celebrate him in the beautiful mountains he wanted to visit again. <p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-wIjijQ50g88/UZBI-gHY1RI/AAAAAAAABvI/AwQD4sMtW20/s1600-h/042813%252520Trevor%252520poem%25255B10%25255D.jpg"><img title="" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; display: block; margin-right: auto" border="0" alt="" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-xaHb-yIDkbU/UZBI_bpBkTI/AAAAAAAABvQ/H8NgKrJJg_Q/042813%252520Trevor%252520poem_thumb%25255B8%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="340" height="686"></a> <p> <p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-wIjijQ50g88/UZBI-gHY1RI/AAAAAAAABvY/dRyp8ltkqIk/s1600-h/042813%252520Trevor%252520poem%25255B3%25255D.jpg"></a></p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-2531047131735920682013-04-14T22:26:00.001-07:002013-04-14T22:26:09.895-07:00Writing Matters – Business<p><img alt="03272013_giant.jpg" src="http://dcist.com/attachments/dcist_bfreed/03272013_giant.jpg" width="351" height="263"> <p>In my first professional copywriter job, I wrote primarily product marketing copy for a direct mail marketing company. In the 30-odd years since then, I’ve had the opportunity to write nearly anything that has words: ads, brochures, marketing collateral, packaging, technical documentation, RFPs, press releases, web copy, business documentation and more. I’ve performed freelance copywriting/editing for over 30 years. In my current full-time position, much of my time is spent copyediting work submitted by company employees for internal or external publication. <p>Even if you’re not a professional copywriter/editor, it’s likely you’ll have to communicate something in writing, either to a co-worker, supervisor, customer or vendor at some point during your workday. Some people write easily; others have told me that they find the task torturous. Easy or not, writing matters. Customers’ perceptions about a company are affected by a company’s written communications, such as letters, emails, websites, etc. Incorrect orthography (grammar, spelling and punctuation) creates a perception that the company itself lacks polish and professionalism. And customers detest overly hyped, promotional boasts; “marketese” creates doubts about credibility. <p>Here are some tips to help make <em>your</em> business writing more readable and improve credibility: <ul> <li>Get to the point. Start with the most important content first. Don’t make the reader search for the point. <li>Be concise. Avoid filler words; make sure each word matters. <li>Use natural language to ensure clarity and understanding. <li>Use a strong, active voice; avoid a passive voice. (“Jim mailed the contract” vs. “The contract was mailed by Jim.”) <li>Be objective. Avoid loaded, emotional words or opinions that reflect a narrow viewpoint. <li>Check the orthography: <ul> <li>Spelling – Don’t rely solely on spellcheck. Proofread once or twice. <li>Grammar – Know the rules of that/which, there/they’re/their, its/it’s, your/you’re. (Contractions should be the easiest.) Also, “through to” is impossible; it’s either “through June 5” (to the end of June 5) or “to June 5” (to the end of June 4). <li>Punctuation – <ul> <li>Use commas correctly <li>Use apostrophes for possessives, but not plurals <li>Place periods <i>within</i> quotation marks, not outside <li>Use hyphens for compound modifiers. (“Man eating lion” and “man-eating lion” have different meanings. In the first one, “eating'” is a verb; in the second, “man-eating” is a compound adjective to describe a lion.) <li>Use only one space after a period at the end of a sentence, <i>never</i> two. (Typewriters used monospaced fonts; today’s computers use proportional fonts, so only one space is needed because the program makes the adjustment automatically. Save yourself the extra work.) </li></ul> <li>Avoid random capitalization; only capitalize proper nouns. (A surprisingly common mistake.) <li>Have someone else review important documents; even professional writers use editors. </li></ul> <li>Avoid square blocks of text; they’re hard to read. Use white space, bulleted lists and bolded headings that include keywords of the content. <li>Don’t center or justify text. Eye-tracking studies show left alignment with a ragged right edge is easier on the eyes. </li></ul> <p>Conciseness, accuracy, a natural tone and easy-on-the-eyes layout help reduce the reader’s cognitive load, make information easier to process and improves customers’ perceptions about a company’s credibility and attention to quality. Just keep it simple and easy to read. Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-14324779822519146102013-03-31T16:49:00.001-07:002013-03-31T16:54:33.858-07:00Joyous Spring! Flowers and Balboa Island<p>Happy spring! How I love it! You can almost feel the energy of new life vibrating and expanding, plants starting to burst with new life and birds happily singing and enjoying the skies. My orchids have been blooming like crazy, freesias bloomed weeks ago and are almost done, a random sweet pea popped up, geraniums are blooming (I love their beautiful red!) and the roses are leafing out and have buds. The time change always triggers a burst of excitement and energy for me as the days (finally) don’t get dark at 5:30 and daylight just seems to linger deliciously. Longer days equal more fun! <p>A friend and I went to a seminar last week at a local quality garden center. It was fun and interesting! They showed different plant types for 4 types of gardens: formal, drought-tolerant, shade and cottage. They stressed "easy" cottage because cottage gardens require the most work, with all the deadheading and maintenance required when you have a lot of flowers. We had a great time! It was very warm and sunny; I had sweat running down my back even though it was only 10:30 in the morning. I allowed myself to spend less than $10 and bought two sweet pea seedlings that I'll plant later this week. <p><a href="http://api.ning.com/files/4mbmBJabTg3JpWAFw6RlhTjil*qvrZnyB2qIyKUy5RQRn34fnThqww6QwD49rs9PDXNnUnpzZ4C1ERJUmu4HqKsPnr2SEGuz/032413Rogersgardenscottagegarden.jpg"><img src="http://api.ning.com/files/4mbmBJabTg3JpWAFw6RlhTjil*qvrZnyB2qIyKUy5RQRn34fnThqww6QwD49rs9PDXNnUnpzZ4C1ERJUmu4HqKsPnr2SEGuz/032413Rogersgardenscottagegarden.jpg?width=400" width="283" height="215"></a> <a href="http://api.ning.com/files/4mbmBJabTg0tEnUSwMoweOAry*qmZeLoo-dc3*7mCB2DqTZm4UcV02CjXDIU6giP4fVI2BLtpp3KF7d-ls8PC4u6LgDri2qX/032413Rogersgardensdroughttolerantgarden.jpg"><img src="http://api.ning.com/files/4mbmBJabTg0tEnUSwMoweOAry*qmZeLoo-dc3*7mCB2DqTZm4UcV02CjXDIU6giP4fVI2BLtpp3KF7d-ls8PC4u6LgDri2qX/032413Rogersgardensdroughttolerantgarden.jpg?width=400" width="285" height="214"></a> <p>Pics of my garden right now: <br>This beautiful sweet pea just decided to pop up this year. (Probably reseeded itself from last year.) It’s so sturdy and so fragrant. Sweet peas have always been my favorite flower. <p><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-yiG_uZpyIfc/UVjLRgOaw6I/AAAAAAAABss/KxhPts0Bep8/s1600-h/033013%252520sweetpeas%25255B8%25255D.jpg"><img title="" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; display: block; margin-right: auto" border="0" alt="" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-dbgsE1Ms4BU/UVjLSVnNp4I/AAAAAAAABs0/Do-ef82K4D0/033013%252520sweetpeas_thumb%25255B4%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="406" height="330"></a> Another volunteer: a yellow freesia that decided to pop up from the 2nd row of the planter wall. (I didn’t plant freesias this year, either.) </p> <p><a href="http://api.ning.com/files/4mbmBJabTg2uqrVCBKLJnxF5DXIIMqUILkhhoVRfRUVLs-qeuVPeFXYfOYMrrjAEleiKtLMs4*iJDrx8werJ88GwSITGaYzn/032313freesiainbrickwall.jpg"><img src="http://api.ning.com/files/4mbmBJabTg2uqrVCBKLJnxF5DXIIMqUILkhhoVRfRUVLs-qeuVPeFXYfOYMrrjAEleiKtLMs4*iJDrx8werJ88GwSITGaYzn/032313freesiainbrickwall.jpg?width=400" width="400"></a> <p>Cymbidium orchid. I do nothing but water this very giving plant and it just blooms and blooms despite my benign neglect. <p><a href="http://api.ning.com/files/4mbmBJabTg1bMXgv-Ic74cAoOdqV-S4gJ9sF8QNFV7nbrMbg759mPA44VUWtmSMTvIcOQfWeIgwGhljJZYBNtVieXtTa34WW/030913cymbidiumorchids.jpg"><img src="http://api.ning.com/files/4mbmBJabTg1bMXgv-Ic74cAoOdqV-S4gJ9sF8QNFV7nbrMbg759mPA44VUWtmSMTvIcOQfWeIgwGhljJZYBNtVieXtTa34WW/030913cymbidiumorchids.jpg?width=400" width="404" height="322"></a> <p>Kalanchoe (which really needs a bigger pot) with freesias hanging down in them. Next to it is a mix of red and white cyclamen that I planted for Christmas a few years ago. (It could probably use repotting as well.) <p><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-qgNJe_Zq_0o/UVjLTZS0hGI/AAAAAAAABs8/oVLLwxiwr70/s1600-h/031613%252520kalanchoe%252520freesias%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-kVW2qaNp_jY/UVjLUEymA5I/AAAAAAAABtE/vL1s2NtNk4U/031613%252520kalanchoe%252520freesias_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" height="189"></a> <a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-UiaZAjQtknc/UVjLU8RrVkI/AAAAAAAABtM/mdEieQ4dODw/s1600-h/030913%252520cyclamen%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/--bUn_qVocOQ/UVjLVnCPImI/AAAAAAAABtU/GIdpHrpeoVc/030913%252520cyclamen_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="202"></a> <p>Can you spot the little green siskin on the side of the garden hook? He came to play and splash in the fountain. My fountain is old and worn, but has a top basin that’s perfect for the birds to bathe in. <p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-pzTf5pb9ca4/UVjLWYVZQfI/AAAAAAAABtc/RQequBBZEiA/s1600-h/032913%252520siskin%252520on%252520hook%25255B5%25255D.jpg"><img title="032913 siskin on hook" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="032913 siskin on hook" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/--gqXVrg03FI/UVjLXD_UIEI/AAAAAAAABtk/BozllaqwXJw/032913%252520siskin%252520on%252520hook_thumb%25255B3%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="465" height="350"></a> <p>Last year, I took my grands to Balboa Island on the first day of Easter vacation. We explored, had lunch, walked around the harbor area and checked out all the cute houses. And, of course, we decided we’d love to live there in cute little cottages, too. Bri decided that we should do a “Balboa Day” every year on the first Monday of Easter. Their family headed to Utah this morning, though, so we had to revise our plans and we went for a short visit last Friday. I picked up both girls after Jas got out of school and we headed down to stroll a bit and get Balboa Bars (delicious ice cream bars, famous on Balboa). We admired the cute cottages and spied an older couple sitting out on their tiny front porch, reading the newspaper in their Adirondack chairs and having a chat with friends who strolled by. Perfect scene of contentment. (Jas had to go for an MRI on her shoulder right after this; persistent problems made worse by water polo and swim team. We hope the issue can be resolved. It’s causing her a lot of pain.) <p>My beautiful grands! </p> <p> <a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-BWgWmJnJSRg/UVjLX40bVnI/AAAAAAAABts/VTaD_2C6yXo/s1600-h/032913%252520Bri%252520and%252520Jas%252520Balboa%25255B5%25255D.jpg"><img title="" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-uwvBVPqIqXI/UVjLYiWCqRI/AAAAAAAABt0/BgZlosiG368/032913%252520Bri%252520and%252520Jas%252520Balboa_thumb%25255B3%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="377" height="288"></a> <a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-2zJbuKx0IEc/UVjLZUmYLiI/AAAAAAAABt8/XmwjEhbf72c/s1600-h/032913%252520clock%252520balboa%252520island%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img title="032913 clock balboa island" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="032913 clock balboa island" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-GwxA6L6zP2Y/UVjLaIIz-rI/AAAAAAAABuE/fjL1_ATWVP4/032913%252520clock%252520balboa%252520island_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="378" height="284"></a></p> <p>Lovely cottage border garden on the island. <p><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-tcElNjR8BZ4/UVjLa1aG1cI/AAAAAAAABuM/PPZrhqjkOGE/s1600-h/032913%252520flower%252520border%252520balboa%252520island%25255B5%25255D.jpg"><img title="" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-Leq-4zSlp6E/UVjLb5214mI/AAAAAAAABuU/h-W_g6exw-I/032913%252520flower%252520border%252520balboa%252520island_thumb%25255B3%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="370" height="433"></a> <p>If spring hasn’t come to your area yet, it will! I hope it’s a beautiful one for you, too! </p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-69739143571537808892013-03-26T13:46:00.001-07:002013-03-26T13:50:28.619-07:00owning the journey<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">What should I do? you ask me</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I’m in need</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I need you to stand for me</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I need to hand over my problems to you, you tell me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I can’t handle this any more</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Give me the answers </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Carry my burdens for me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I need you to help me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I answer:</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will love you and support you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will hold your hand</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will cry with you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will be present for you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will share my own experiences</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will be your companion on the journey</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will listen with my full attention</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will hold you </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But I cannot own your journey</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Your journey is yours alone</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I don't have your answers</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You have your own path to trod, a</span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">s I have mine</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will accompany you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">As you receive what you are given</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">In your own way</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">On your own terms</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Just as I must stay on my own mat </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Receiving what I’ve been given</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">In my own way</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">On my own terms</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We each have our own way of being in the world</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We each have our own journey to experience</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Our own lessons to learn</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Our own understandings to grow into</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I cannot take your troubles,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Your heartache, your sorrow </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I cannot take your burdens for you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">They are yours to carry for this time</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But I can stand witness </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And be by your side</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">To catch you when you can’t stand another minute</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">To hold you when you need to be held</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And I hope that you will do the same for me</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">As we each travel our own journeys</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">On our own mats</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">In our own way of being in the world</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Namaste </span><br />
<br />Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-15602387287319169002013-02-24T17:31:00.001-08:002013-02-25T22:24:11.223-08:00Celebrating Mom and family<p><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-_6GJ705DggI/USq-wvc9VTI/AAAAAAAABq4/kmWr37PKYdc/s1600-h/Mom%252520young%252520in%252520coat%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="Mom young in coat" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; display: block; margin-right: auto" border="0" alt="Mom young in coat" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-tQ8JXg6j3Cw/USq-xGMg3FI/AAAAAAAABrA/Y1x2aThV_Ww/Mom%252520young%252520in%252520coat_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="179"></a></p> <p>Today marks 23 years since my Mom separated from her body here. She was always a big, happy, fun presence, full of laughter, ready with a joke, always ready to move her feet and dance. As you can see in these pics, she was a beauty, too. It was super cold and windy when I went to the cemetery this morning to bring flowers and polish her headstone until it shone. I really love having a quiet,beautiful, special place where I can focus my thoughts and prayers on her without distraction. There are two vases; I always use the 2nd one because Dad used to use the first one and even though he doesn’t go there any longer, I still pull out both vases so the 1st one can still be pulled out. I fill the vase with water at the spigot, wet a rag for cleaning, trim the flower bouquet I brought (roses, ranunculus – really pretty today) and arrange it in the vase. Kneeling on a towel, I go to work on the headstone, clearing leaves, cleaning the stone, spraying it with marble/granite cleaner, wiping it and then buffing with a soft cloth for a high shine. All the while, I’m talking to Mom, feeling her presence, just the two of us, loving one another as always. I put my hands together in prayer and pray. Then I bend forward, kiss her name on the headstone and make the Sign of the Cross on her name. </p> <p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-VAXuQjgw1Ds/USq-xiaWphI/AAAAAAAABrI/KyyA9R_pDKw/s1600-h/Mom%252520wedding%252520day%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="Mom wedding day" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="Mom wedding day" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-1_JYqPQWr4s/USq-yEFRLHI/AAAAAAAABrQ/ESdVq-CVBV4/Mom%252520wedding%252520day_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="179"></a> <a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-UBLOJVJpQGw/USq-yh4V9BI/AAAAAAAABrY/b_zpcyICaDU/s1600-h/Mom%252520Disneyland%25255B5%25255D.jpg"><img title="Mom Disneyland" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="Mom Disneyland" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-Fk8yzwgPde0/USq-zPHil2I/AAAAAAAABrg/SiXkbG5E82E/Mom%252520Disneyland_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="179"></a> <a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-GF_J9DcxiMg/USq-z_AMlCI/AAAAAAAABro/jwBHHcai0YU/s1600-h/rosie%252520me%252520mom%252520carmen%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="rosie me mom carmen" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="rosie me mom carmen" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-ZdpafX_4qYA/USq-0VO7UVI/AAAAAAAABrw/_2azWTFu2-4/rosie%252520me%252520mom%252520carmen_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="179"></a></p> <p>I love the pic of mom on her wedding day. So young and beautiful and all that lace – wow! She visited Disneyland when it opened; we’ve figured she was probably pregnant with my brother Steve in this pic. In the 3rd pic are my cousins Rosie and Carmen (on the ends), with me and Mom. </p> <p><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-Ea8nEY9-l7Y/USq-02Fw9fI/AAAAAAAABr4/sJ0egED84tI/s1600-h/022313%252520Tio%252520Lolo%25252083rd%252520birthday%25255B7%25255D.jpg"><img title="022313 Tio Lolo 83rd birthday" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="022313 Tio Lolo 83rd birthday" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-XE8XUHJx3XM/USq-1ib6rkI/AAAAAAAABsA/YYKPthZOzAg/022313%252520Tio%252520Lolo%25252083rd%252520birthday_thumb%25255B5%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="194" height="194"></a> <a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-ZpyLVjneuw8/USq-2RudWmI/AAAAAAAABsI/LzzCZilO0sc/s1600-h/022313%252520Shelly%252520Ruben%252520Me%252520Tio%252520Lolo%252520Rosie%252520Gloria%25255B6%25255D.jpg"><img title="022313 Shelly Ruben Me Tio Lolo Rosie Gloria" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline" border="0" alt="022313 Shelly Ruben Me Tio Lolo Rosie Gloria" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-jKGal824lf0/USq-2wMZXoI/AAAAAAAABsQ/cFus3jE_8sU/022313%252520Shelly%252520Ruben%252520Me%252520Tio%252520Lolo%252520Rosie%252520Gloria_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="194"></a> <br>1st pic: Tio Lolo; 2nd pic: Shelly S. (2nd cousin), Ruben O., me, Rosie A.(little girl in pic above), Gloria O.S.</p> <p>Yesterday, I visited my Oropeza cousins in Oxnard to celebrate my Tio Lolo’s 83rd birthday.(Oropeza is Mom’s maiden name.) Tio Lolo is Mom’s youngest brother; she was next to the youngest in birth order in the Oropeza family of 10 children. They were all always very close and we grew up visiting at various tios’ homes nearly every weekend, all the cousins playing and growing up together. Family was the most important thing and our bond to one another was tight, almost like brothers and sisters. Being with cousins yesterday (and 2nd cousins and 3rd cousins) made me feel even closer to Mom. Being with them is like being with Mom: teasing, laughing, loving, talking endlessly, wanting more time together and not wanting to leave. Thank you, Mom, for our family, for my wonderful brothers and all of my beautiful, loving, crazy-fun extended family. I miss you but I see you alive still in all of us. I love you, Mom!</p> <p><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-GF_J9DcxiMg/USq-z_AMlCI/AAAAAAAABro/jwBHHcai0YU/s1600-h/rosie%252520me%252520mom%252520carmen%25255B2%25255D.jpg"></a></p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-26915328713293725182013-02-11T23:15:00.001-08:002013-02-11T23:15:35.211-08:00It’s Girl Scout Cookie Time<p><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-DLLXqYhKsgQ/URnsEY4tQDI/AAAAAAAABqY/4fG6-PMr0lQ/s1600-h/clip_image001%25255B7%25255D.gif"><img title="clip_image001" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; display: block; margin-right: auto" border="0" alt="clip_image001" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-8yWfk68j6zY/URnsFa5kt_I/AAAAAAAABqg/GsNXPVvfcps/clip_image001_thumb%25255B4%25255D.gif?imgmax=800" width="375" height="282"></a></p> <p>February 8 was National Girl Scout Cookie Day. Do you buy Girl Scout cookies? What’s your favorite? Samoas drizzled with chocolate? Thin Mints? I don’t buy Girl Scout cookies, tempting as they are. Oh, I’d like to. I don’t like cake, but I do love cookies, especially good cookies. </p> <p>But I don’t buy Girl Scout cookies. When I was in elementary school, a bunch of us signed up to join. I was so excited! Crafting, meetings, badges, camping – I could hardly wait. Actually, I did wait … and wait and wait. I found out later that the meetings had started … but only for the lighter-skinned girls. Those of us with darker skin (there were only a couple of us) weren’t called. We weren’t allowed to join the local Girl Scouts. I was just a little girl and I didn’t understand why. I didn’t know about prejudice or why some girls got to join but others weren’t. To me, we were all the same, just a bunch of little girls in elementary school. </p> <p>It’s hard to believe that not so long ago, Girl Scout troops were segregated, with different troops for white girls, African-Americans, Latinos, Asians. At my school, there weren’t enough of us darker-skinned girls to be able to create a troop, so we were simply left out. I watched as the Girl Scouts wore their uniforms to school on meeting days, with their sashes and badges. I listened to them talk about their meetings and the things they’d learned or made. It made me sad. I didn’t know then why I couldn’t join. I felt left out and didn’t know why. </p> <p>The social unrest of the 60s prompted the Girl Scouts to change their programs and the organization, but not yet in my area. There was prejudice in Orange County at that time. (When we moved into our new house, a neighbor came up to my mom and told her “I didn’t know they were going to let <em>Mexicans</em> move in here!” To which my dear mom replied “I didn’t know they were going to let <em>poor white trash</em> move in here.” You didn’t mess with my mom.) Thankfully, the Girl Scouts are a great organization and those types of prejudices are no longer. They do great work, building up young girls, teaching them a variety of skills, building confidence and inner strength, creating strong young women.</p> <p>I so wanted to be part of that. I don’t buy Girl Scout cookies. I don’t buy them because of the little girls that they hurt so deeply years ago. I don’t buy them because of the little girl that I was, wondering why I was left out, not knowing why. It’s not that I hold a grudge; as I said, they’re a great organization and I encourage your support. It’s just that I want to honor and serve as witness for what once was, for the little-girl-me who just wanted to be part of a troop. </p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-84133552280773273362013-02-06T14:15:00.000-08:002013-02-06T14:15:30.606-08:00A little painting for my grand's 16th birthday<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's amazing that my baby grand, Jas, is now 16 years old. Oh, what a precious baby she was for me at a tough time in my life! She, her mom and her dad lived with me during Jasmine's first year. It was one of my great, quiet joys to wake up to her softly crying in the middle of the night, going into her room and taking her into the living room where I'd rock her, sing to her, maybe give her a bottle if she was hungry. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Holding my precious first granddaughter in my arms swelled my heart and began the difficult work of healing it in so many ways after it had been so badly injured. She still does that for me; my soul still connects, recognizes and knows her power in my life. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">I saw a print on Pinterest recently and thought it would make a great painting for Jas. She's on her high school junior varsity water polo team and loves being in the pool or at the beach. I printed a copy (on the left) and then painted it on an 8x10 canvas. Just a bit of fun for my water baby girl (an Aquarian, like me) who loves the water! </span><br />
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Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-38689554503996196372013-02-03T18:57:00.001-08:002013-02-03T19:11:19.216-08:00English is a beautiful language<a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-YaV_xOZpeQM/UQ8jqH6Nb7I/AAAAAAAABpQ/y_t_alPmHkU/s1600-h/you%252520keep%252520using%252520that%252520word%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img alt="you keep using that word" border="0" height="137" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-A_RtMIUrS6g/UQ8jqpT9ghI/AAAAAAAABpY/tRtEz9nefd4/you%252520keep%252520using%252520that%252520word_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" style="background-image: none; border: 0px currentColor; display: block; float: none; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="you keep using that word" width="244" /></a><br />
<strong>"Happy belated birthday!" </strong><br />With a nod to Princess Bride and Inigo Montoya: You keep saying that phrase; I do not think it means what you think it means. There is no “belated birthday.” A birthday is a specific day, so no one can have a late birthday. If I miss someone’s birthday, the phrase is: “Belated happy birthday (wishes)!” because the wishes are belated, not the birthday. <br />
English is a beautiful language and applying what we learned in elementary school helps us to communicate more clearly and promotes better understanding. (It also prevents expensive lawsuits, as people have gone to court when language is found to be misleading or incorrect.) The way a phrase is ordered (syntax) can alter the intended meaning. For example, this news headline: <br />
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<strong><span style="color: #4f81bd; font-family: Times New Roman;">Former Deputy Sentenced For Missing Wife's Murder</span></strong></blockquote>
Maybe he was just busy that day and couldn’t be there for the murder? <br />
Sometimes a typo is just a typo. I don’t think I want to be contacted by this associate:<br />
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I’ve been fortunate to be employed as a copywriter/editor/proofreader for many years and am pretty passionate about getting things right (in accordance with AP Stylebook and Merriam-Webster) before my work is published. I feel strongly that professional work should be correct. In various studies, polls and surveys, people have said that errors on business ads, websites, flyers, signs, etc., affect customer perceptions and impact the brand. Comments generally fall along the line of “If they can’t even get the spelling correct, what does that say about the quality of their other work?” Errors diminish perception about the quality of the business, they devalue the impact of the message. People have been known to lose confidence and to even quit doing business with companies because of the lack of quality in their published work. <br />
That said, though, I’m not a “grammar Nazi” and, frankly, I find the term abhorrently insulting. If you make errors in your personal writing, it doesn’t matter to me one bit. (I do it all the time; I don’t check my personal writing with the same level of scrutiny that I do my professional work.) Sure, it helps to clarify meaning when the work is correct, but I’m usually able to figure out what you mean. I’m not a writing judge. And, by the way, why are mathematicians not called “math Nazis” or scientists not called “science Nazis?” If someone points out a math error, you thank them. But people are blasted for pointing out personal writing errors, so I just don’t do it unless someone asks for help. Even at work, if someone else makes an error on their published work, I don’t point it out unless someone specifically asks me to review their work for errors. <br />
Some folks on Facebook have asked me to help them by posting examples of common errors so they can improve their communication. They’ve been very appreciative and find it helpful. I think people generally want to grow and evolve, to learn how to do things better, to improve themselves along life’s journey. I’m always learning new things about language usage. I’m passionate about information design—how we design information to be consumed by the user with understanding and clarity—and I feel that language is part of the discipline of information design. <br />
I’ll end with a little nugget that, like the late birthday greeting, doesn’t mean what most people think it means: <br />In “ZIP code,” ZIP is an acronym for Zone Improvement Program and should always be capitalized per the United States Postal Service, which created the program. “Zip code” is incorrect. And now you’ve just learned something new! Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-80358637778681874432013-01-27T19:04:00.001-08:002013-01-27T19:18:47.996-08:00Kindness and acceptance–without labels<p><img alt="Photo: I wish everyone would repost this one!! :)" src="https://sphotos-b.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/c67.0.403.403/p403x403/524692_3487554145729_2135572180_n.jpg"></p> <p>When Sally Ride passed away last year, I remember reading a headline announcing that she had confirmed that she was gay shortly before her passing. Recently, there was a big to-do about Jody Foster at some awards show. (Sorry, I don’t watch them so I’m not sure which it was.) </p> <p>I wish we were evolved enough as a civilization that we didn’t keep labeling people unnecessarily, whether by color, gender, race, sexual identity, handicap … whatever. Sure, there are times when a description is helpful, such as describing a bad guy: “He was about 6’, with jeans, gray shirt, ruddy skin tone and shaggy hair.” But we use labels when they aren’t necessary, such as the Sally Ride announcement. It seems that if she announced her preference, then, for equality’s sake, every other astronaut should announce theirs, too. Or imagine every entertainer, director, writer, etc., at awards shows going on stage and announcing their religion, race, preference, etc. Every time I hear the term “black president,” I cringe. He’s the American president of the American people, period. Let’s not separate him with a label. (Besides, he’s actually half-white and half-black, as if that makes any difference, either. He could just as easily be labeled a white president or bi-racial president; I don’t know why people label him as a black president … or use any label at all.) </p> <p>All those labels don’t really matter. Does the person do a good job at what they do? Do they treat others well? Are they kind and thoughtful? These things matter, not the amount of pigment in their skin or who they love. (Love is a beautiful thing and should be celebrated.) I cringe when I read a news report where skin color is mentioned when it’s not relevant to the story. I cringed when an acquaintance wrote about her granddaughter being hassled by a schoolmate … and she felt compelled to mention his skin color. </p> <p>If society pressures anyone to announce anything that labels and separates them, then they should require it of all. Can you imagine me introducing myself to you as a Spanish/French/German/Apache Catholic with Zen Buddhist leanings, some spinal issues that make movement difficult, blah, blah, blah? If you’re telling your story and including background information, that’s one thing, but for society to want people to make announcements … well, I sure do hope we evolve beyond that at some point and understand how irrelevant it really is. </p> <p>I’ve felt very strongly about this for so many years, that I find that I often don’t notice the things that separate us. I try to look at who the person is—their Divine within—and I sometimes fail to note their physical appearance. Does Marsha have light skin? Are John’s eyes round or slanted? I fail to note these sometimes. Don’t know and don’t care, unless we’re talking about cultural issues that are pertinent to a discussion. </p> <p>Buddhist teachings encourage us to observe, but not judge. Let us all simply be kind and accepting of one another. Let’s drop the unnecessary labels and just celebrate our shared oneness. </p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-68419767281326982172012-12-25T19:56:00.001-08:002012-12-25T19:56:55.737-08:00Merry Christmas, Mom<p align="center"><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-b7E9nnY-qTE/UNp1SiC1bYI/AAAAAAAABnY/7sOH3wU2J20/s1600-h/Mom%252520cemetery%2525202012%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="Mom cemetery 2012" border="0" alt="Mom cemetery 2012" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-qR3VI1_HJbE/UNp1TlBvawI/AAAAAAAABng/VEqyX0L74wY/Mom%252520cemetery%2525202012_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="200"></a></p> <p>Merry Christmas, Mom! I took flowers to the cemetery last week. Gosh, the cemetery was so beautiful! It’s one of my favorite places during the holidays. There is more love to be experienced there than in any gaudily decorated mall. There were quite a few families putting up trees and decorations when I was there. Everywhere you could see the love that people put into decorating and including their loved ones in their holiday celebrations. Of course, we all know our loved ones aren’t lying there under the sod; you are all free from any physical encumbrances, no limitations imposed on you by a body any longer. But the cemetery gives us a very special place to gather, to share memories or to ponder alone. There is a sense of aliveness there, oddly enough, because the energy of love is just so powerful and the cemetery is filled with love. One family puts up a cardboard fireplace each year, hung with paper stockings with family names written on them; as new members join the family, new stockings join the others on the mantel. It always touches my heart; those are the kinds of things that always touched yours, too. </p> <p>When I was cleaning your headstone and polishing it to a gleam, I noticed an incense stick stuck in the dirt around the stone again. That always touches me, too; someone (a stranger, I assume), lights incense and says prayers for you. I sometimes see the red stick in a couple of other graves, but not in all those that surround yours. Someone specifically chooses yours for their incense and prayers. That kind of thing would touch your heart, too, I know. </p> <p>So, we had Christmas brunch at my place today. Steve offered to bring the food and make brunch for everyone. Ern and the Wesleys brought drinks and food, too. I love that everyone pitches in when they come over, like family always did at home when we had Christmas with you and Dad. There’s no sense of “host and guests;” it’s family all setting up the table, gathering chairs, helping to serve, lighting candles. (BTW, I sent Dad See’s chocolates for Thanksgiving; Amber and I sent him a Hickory Farms basket for Christmas. We didn’t hear from him for either occasion. I miss him so much, Mom, that I just have to try to not think of him too much. Please watch over him, OK?) Brianna wanted me to play Rudolph on the piano after we ate, so I played and some of them sang. Then I played Silver Bells for you since you always loved that. I’ve been playing your other favorites the last few days, too, like Little Drummer Boy, White Christmas and the carols. </p> <p>I miss you, Mom, but I carry your love with me always. Just look at the beautiful family you started, mom to sons and daughter to granddaughter to great-granddaughters. Your presence is felt in every family celebration. I love you, Mom! </p> <p><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-yBHU6UgM008/UNp1VuSLCwI/AAAAAAAABno/UipGNFRrX9o/s1600-h/122512%252520Amber%252520Brian%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="122512 Amber Brian" border="0" alt="122512 Amber Brian" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-IwcXEbFGYlc/UNp1WWtKu2I/AAAAAAAABnw/Y7VmC6GmElA/122512%252520Amber%252520Brian_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="190"></a><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-x954JLkP00g/UNp1YWXjHUI/AAAAAAAABn4/3HTplpgzeQo/s1600-h/122512%252520brian%252520amber%252520bri%252520jas%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="122512 brian amber bri jas" border="0" alt="122512 brian amber bri jas" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-xv-B1g7VA14/UNp1ZYj4VhI/AAAAAAAABoA/u08tAaA8kW4/122512%252520brian%252520amber%252520bri%252520jas_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="187"></a><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-nw8y3T61zyk/UNp1a7qz59I/AAAAAAAABoI/yg4aTXif0DM/s1600-h/122512%252520bro%252520steve%252520prepping%252520brunch%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="122512 bro steve prepping brunch" border="0" alt="122512 bro steve prepping brunch" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-Q1ROvQYgMkY/UNp1b3aq90I/AAAAAAAABoQ/9epIyYoJpiM/122512%252520bro%252520steve%252520prepping%252520brunch_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="189"></a><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-o2JbwkLVTyw/UNp1d8zGSjI/AAAAAAAABoY/e2srOeFcCGk/s1600-h/122512%252520jas%252520bri%252520amber%252520brian%252520ern%252520kathy%252520steve%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="122512 jas bri amber brian ern kathy steve" border="0" alt="122512 jas bri amber brian ern kathy steve" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-Pg0qnJ7LCmk/UNp1eknyZAI/AAAAAAAABog/qDuvj6Ih-gs/122512%252520jas%252520bri%252520amber%252520brian%252520ern%252520kathy%252520steve_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184"></a><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-jIrPL-Ngns8/UNp1ghCpXaI/AAAAAAAABoo/nV0JhEgJbPc/s1600-h/122512%252520opening%252520gifts%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="122512 opening gifts" border="0" alt="122512 opening gifts" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-eaNNpGZut44/UNp1hTFBAYI/AAAAAAAABow/3-GnpcPgN68/122512%252520opening%252520gifts_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="177"></a></p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-53432170775380695712012-12-12T13:28:00.000-08:002012-12-12T13:30:40.924-08:0012-12-12<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Number combos are fun to note, aren't they? Today's 12/12/12; a repetitive number pattern like this won't occur for 88 years, when the date will be 01/01/01. </span><span style="font-family: Arial;">We do have 11/12/13 coming up next year, though, so can have some fun with that. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">There are those who attribute dates with serious portent. Some believe the ancient Mayans said that 12/12/12 would signal a shift in the world, letting go of old ways and embracing a new, more peaceful world. There are all kinds of predictions, practices, beliefs, etc. about 12/12/12. I respect others' beliefs; I believe there is more in this world than I'll ever know. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">For me, though, dates are fun but not anything that I believe signals anything. The measurement of time is a manmade thing, an arbitrary assignment of numbers to time, days, months, years. There are a number of different types of calendars, too, such as Gregorian, Hebrew, Julian, etc., each of which assigned their numbering differently, some with leap years, some with leap months, some with a different number of days in some months. I've read that the Mayans didn't account for leap years, so any big event that was supposed to happen on 12/21/12, should have actually happened seven months ago. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Dates are just a way that man measures time. </span><br />
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<li><span style="font-family: Arial;">The snowy great white egrets I saw flying overhead today don't know that today is 12/12/12; they're living as they live every day. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Arial;">The orchids that are starting to bloom in my garden don't know it's 12/12/12; they're just filling up with enormous energy as they prepare to open up in magnificence. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Arial;">The earth doesn't know it's 12/12/12. </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Arial;">And for the Divine, time isn't measured; always is always, there are no limits, no constraints such as measured time. How can we limit the Divine with something as unimportant as a calendar? </span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">One friend suggests that we use this day to open ourselves to a higher state of being, to be more light, more open; to stretch ourselves and to do everything with a sense of soul purpose. A great suggestion for any day and every day. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial;">Happy 12/12/12! </span>Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-68655096374812336172012-12-09T20:07:00.001-08:002012-12-10T12:53:40.539-08:00Finding the blessings in less …<a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-NST4MX16JXA/UMVf83NarnI/AAAAAAAABmk/_owMnP4cjW4/s1600-h/candles%252520multitude%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img alt="candles multitude" border="0" height="244" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-qgmEfEFtVhM/UMVf9vgp7zI/AAAAAAAABms/YXgWzAmZlMI/candles%252520multitude_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-top: 0px; display: block; float: none; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;" title="candles multitude" width="184" /></a><br />
For Thanksgiving, a friend, Laura Hegfield, gathers together people’s thoughts of gratitude and posts them all in her blog, weaving them together in different colors, to create a <a href="http://www.shinethedivinecreativityisaspiritualpractice.com/2012/11/mega-mobius-gratitude-quilt-2012.html" target="_blank">Mega Mobius Gratitude Quilt</a>. As a writing prompt, she provided “In this moment, I am grateful for …” It’s such a beautiful gathering of people’s thoughts, their joys, their struggles, their hearts. I look forward to it each year. I hope you take a moment to visit her blog and enjoy the Quilt. Here is my contribution: <br />
<span style="color: blue;">I light a candle in the darkness of my little office. I inhale love, I exhale gratitude. And I think “In this moment, I am grateful for …” The blessings simply flood in, like water flowing in and around things, seeking the open spaces within me. Grateful for … learning how to live with less since I was laid off in May, how not just to live with less but to be satisfied with less, to be filled with less, to find the blessings that abound in less. Where before I might pay someone to do some things for me, I now learn to do them for myself. The dishwasher has been broken since June; I find the blessings in washing dishes the way Thich Nhat Hanh describes it, feeling the slippery soap, the edge of a plate, the warm water; gazing out the window and watching a little bird or the breeze in the trees. In this moment, I am grateful for less.</span><br />
I admit that it’s been a bit of a struggle to learn this lesson. I live on less than half of what I’d been making before May. I’ve given up getting my hair colored, the occasional mani/pedi. I watch my budget very closely, feeling exultant when I stretch $20 worth of gas a full week. I carefully consider whether I can spend $2.04 for a cup of coffee, knowing that $2 is actually coming out of my savings, which I am reluctant to deplete. <br />
I may not be able to enjoy the extra little frills of life that I used to, but with careful budgeting, I’m able to pay my bills and meet my obligations. I find free things to do with friends, spending time gardening with one, a walk with another, a day at the swap meet (we had free passes) spent browsing and talking, knowing neither of us could spend anything, free from even considering it. I’m learning acceptance and ease in these circumstances that I find myself in. And, I have hope that this won’t last forever, that I’ll land a job again where I’m paid decently again. <br />
Everything is temporary. Everything changes. The ability to change and flow like water is a lesson that I’m blessed to learn. Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-61829642660152342142012-11-11T15:20:00.001-08:002012-11-11T15:26:03.906-08:00Friends in the Band<p>I loved high school! I mean, I LOVED high school! It was a great time of growth, learning, friendships, fun, activities; being young, strong, feeling our capabilities. In junior high and high school, I was involved in a lot of activities and clubs. Mom used to tell me that I didn’t need to join EVERY club on campus. I had a fabulous time! </p> <p>Part of my high school experience was hanging out with the band group. I was actually in Drill Team, but my brother was in band and I developed some of my closest friendships (and boyfriends – even a husband) from the band group. Band and Drill Team did so many things together anyway, practicing every day for halftime shows and competitions. I joined the Stage Band (playing piano) my senior year and was the only girl. Again, great fun learning music together, teasing one another, traveling to band competitions together. </p> <p>The band friends were all very close, both at school and after school and on weekends, gathering together for parties, hanging out, sometimes jamming together for fun. We always had one other’s backs for anything, from boyfriend/girlfriend troubles to school or parent issues. These close friendships really made high school a true joy for me. </p> <p>Over time, we lost touch but a few of us have reconnected on Facebook. One of my best high school friends is this fun, sparkling redhead who all the band guys had a crush on. One of the best people I’ve ever known. She came out to California to visit last year, so several of us got together and had a beach party. It was the first time we’d seen one another in many years. </p> <p>She came out again this year so this time, we gathered at my home and had a potluck. (My great friend Vicki joined us and fit right in.) So much food! So much fun! So hot! We had a fabulous time, picking right back up again with our close high school friendships, teasing, laughing, playing, catching up on news about those who are still with us and a few who aren’t. A few times, I just paused and drank it all in, these wonderful friends, still their high school selves inside, still dear, fun, good, kind-hearted. It was a glorious day! </p> <p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-ZG5supSV7Vc/UKAyensM95I/AAAAAAAABkI/Mnl9Hgo5ogk/s1600-h/091512%252520June%252520caught%252520mid-bite%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="091512 June caught mid-bite" border="0" alt="091512 June caught mid-bite" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-vhiFsZeIWwE/UKAyfa9HFEI/AAAAAAAABkQ/w8Zmber5Lxs/091512%252520June%252520caught%252520mid-bite_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="186"></a> <a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-QavitDKu7tQ/UKAyg3_MnEI/AAAAAAAABkY/6gRIPY1aSkw/s1600-h/091512%252520Time%252520to%252520eat%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="091512 Time to eat" border="0" alt="091512 Time to eat" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-TxglbOR8jXg/UKAyhsiZeQI/AAAAAAAABkg/qjK-lb83Qcs/091512%252520Time%252520to%252520eat_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184"></a></p> <p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-dTEuRG1htQk/UKAyjeYRmTI/AAAAAAAABko/MZ5YrEBCphI/s1600-h/091512%252520Dan%252520Rick%252520and%252520Mike%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="091512 Dan Rick and Mike" border="0" alt="091512 Dan Rick and Mike" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-nAMH53nu-qg/UKAykFVbKGI/AAAAAAAABkw/opWJ_A74KUM/091512%252520Dan%252520Rick%252520and%252520Mike_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184"></a> <a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-oe4GcttX9qg/UKAymDB24nI/AAAAAAAABk4/q0m6fmP4HBI/s1600-h/091512%252520Dan%252520and%252520Rick%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="091512 Dan and Rick" border="0" alt="091512 Dan and Rick" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-guVeoqZg5l8/UKAym8YpjEI/AAAAAAAABlA/_Wr-UlmwVEk/091512%252520Dan%252520and%252520Rick_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184"></a></p> <p><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-p95UPfaeQ9A/UKAyojgWECI/AAAAAAAABlI/DH-LHC77l1Q/s1600-h/091512%252520Armando%252520Mendez%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="091512 Armando Mendez" border="0" alt="091512 Armando Mendez" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-XZ0IqgA5OT4/UKAypYH2rXI/AAAAAAAABlQ/FWvRUsyjBp0/091512%252520Armando%252520Mendez_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184"></a> <a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-bv3wJlLcRDU/UKAyq9kif-I/AAAAAAAABlY/8EWHgE9Zlg8/s1600-h/091512%252520group%252520pic%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="091512 group pic" border="0" alt="091512 group pic" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-A0eev5txqdc/UKAyr2HevdI/AAAAAAAABlg/GE1Ed1S_o8w/091512%252520group%252520pic_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="176"></a><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-W_uK-fM5erk/UKAytlOEEsI/AAAAAAAABlo/KX_YK7QSPVc/s1600-h/091512%252520group%252520pic%2525202%25255B3%25255D.jpg"> <img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="091512 group pic 2" border="0" alt="091512 group pic 2" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-YW5o8VgqujE/UKAyugELEYI/AAAAAAAABlw/sPL7bhxKp2o/091512%252520group%252520pic%2525202_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="178"></a> <a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-jn-N9OBWh88/UKAywSlUF9I/AAAAAAAABl4/n7HUZ_4Y-f8/s1600-h/091512%252520schmooches%252520for%252520Dan%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="091512 schmooches for Dan" border="0" alt="091512 schmooches for Dan" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-bmDrTmkAd-Q/UKAyw-k9R5I/AAAAAAAABmA/Vj2jfDCk6dU/091512%252520schmooches%252520for%252520Dan_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="179"></a></p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-27863797616352951802012-09-03T19:27:00.001-07:002012-09-03T19:27:19.567-07:00Foo dogs–I won!<p>I recently entered a contest at <a href="http://www.houseofturquoise.com/" target="_blank">House of Turquoise</a>. The winning prize: a pair of turquoise ceramic Foo dogs from the very stylish <a href="http://shopten25.com/" target="_blank">Shop Ten 25</a>, valued at $135. I left my comment, never thinking that I’d win; HOT is a very popular site with loads of readers who also left comments and, of course, everyone wanted a shot at winning these beauties. Somehow the stars and moon aligned magically and I won! </p> <p>So this arrived on my doorstep last week: </p> <p><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-395x8Vv268E/UEVmy2bN8FI/AAAAAAAABhs/miy5Rk0tyY0/s1600-h/082512%252520FedEx%252520box%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: block; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="082512 FedEx box" border="0" alt="082512 FedEx box" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-eZ_tNCXSUAw/UEVmzu_LNUI/AAAAAAAABh0/Zn3W1769dso/082512%252520FedEx%252520box_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184"></a></p> <p>I was giddy with excitement, but such a large box! Maybe I should’ve checked the measurements on the site. I’d cleared off room on some shelves but may have to re-think this! <br>There was a lovely note inside from Abbe of Shop Ten 25 … and about a metric ton of paper packaging and bubble wrap! There was no way these babies could get broken. </p> <p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-0vZmShQ46zM/UEVm091WndI/AAAAAAAABh8/3SAgcWWQdpk/s1600-h/082612%252520note%252520from%252520Abbe%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="082612 note from Abbe" border="0" alt="082612 note from Abbe" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-P39VXH-SXMU/UEVm1iaDXhI/AAAAAAAABiE/OhBoyjznoFk/082612%252520note%252520from%252520Abbe_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184"></a><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-qgTvW-JMfLc/UEVm2_BxhFI/AAAAAAAABiM/ZwZNXfKvZX4/s1600-h/082612%252520bubble%252520unwrapping%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="082612 bubble unwrapping" border="0" alt="082612 bubble unwrapping" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-hXUQ5_MWqa4/UEVm3T2UlwI/AAAAAAAABiU/V7cj6cpr6Vo/082612%252520bubble%252520unwrapping_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184"></a></p> <p>I unrolled and unrolled the bubble wrap and voila! A Foo dog! Gorgeous, yes? <br>I then unrolled and unrolled the other bundle and found his brother. Don’t you love the detail on these, front and back? These are easily the most expensive accessories I have in my entire home. I’m so thrilled with how perfectly they fit my style! </p> <p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-sfdS49sXhsM/UEVm40O-0tI/AAAAAAAABic/BKCH4wo6DsE/s1600-h/082612%252520first%252520Foo%252520dog%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; margin: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="082612 first Foo dog" border="0" alt="082612 first Foo dog" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-XaXEe_oe7jk/UEVm5UFAQBI/AAAAAAAABik/7zaZlQTZ-E4/082612%252520first%252520Foo%252520dog_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184"></a> <a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-wEYC1CcrLnA/UEVm60Ig6tI/AAAAAAAABis/0v0YteW6xwc/s1600-h/082612%252520Foo%252520dog%252520detailing%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="082612 Foo dog detailing" border="0" alt="082612 Foo dog detailing" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-tU6Ky2Vc0Ag/UEVm7ta10kI/AAAAAAAABi0/LxUHj8C_x1Y/082612%252520Foo%252520dog%252520detailing_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184"></a><br><br>I think I’ll post the bubble wrap and box on Freecycle; folks are always looking for packing materials when moving households. Win-win! <img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="082612 bubble wrap" border="0" alt="082612 bubble wrap" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-ARaacudC4_w/UEVm8FuY8aI/AAAAAAAABi8/atbts5QZLkg/082612%252520bubble%252520wrap_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184"></p> <p>Tried them on the shelves, but they were just a tad tall for the space. I’m not sure yet where they’ll end up. I tried them on the round table (Ballard’s Bornova). Nice, but I’d be concerned about them being knocked over accidentally. </p> <p><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/--ga-F3ycXV0/UEVm9UDVlnI/AAAAAAAABjE/zjQSpOZNM-o/s1600-h/082612%252520foo%252520dogs%252520bornova%252520table%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="082612 foo dogs bornova table" border="0" alt="082612 foo dogs bornova table" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-wnskHsGlCLo/UEVm94sRo-I/AAAAAAAABjM/5bx2dcXy_8E/082612%252520foo%252520dogs%252520bornova%252520table_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="488" height="367"></a> </p> <p> <a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-8wLPV69Rv_I/UEVm_NflbTI/AAAAAAAABjU/cFWl-tJ87KQ/s1600-h/082612%252520foo%252520dogs%252520bornova%252520close%25255B5%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="082612 foo dogs bornova close" border="0" alt="082612 foo dogs bornova close" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-6R8BforW3b8/UEVm_l7-UFI/AAAAAAAABjc/Q9aJP_6NjhI/082612%252520foo%252520dogs%252520bornova%252520close_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="500" height="376"></a></p> <p>So for now, they’re on a side table (below), guarding a favorite pic of my mom and me. Mom’s birthday was this last week (Aug. 28), so I like that they have a special place with her photo for now. </p> <p><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-GRhJw0UGtgk/UEVnA6sB9XI/AAAAAAAABjk/bZ2dsuazkEA/s1600-h/082612%252520foo%252520dogs%252520side%252520table2%25255B5%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: block; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="082612 foo dogs side table2" border="0" alt="082612 foo dogs side table2" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-ikMLSkyIVHI/UEVnBUQ14-I/AAAAAAAABjs/MSOfNv9VjPw/082612%252520foo%252520dogs%252520side%252520table2_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="519" height="391"></a></p> <p>Please be sure to check out <a href="http://houseofturquoise.com" target="_blank">House of Turquoise</a> for fabulous home eye candy; Erin does a fabulous job at curating some wonderful homes! And you must check out Abbe’s shop <a href="http://shopten25.com/" target="_blank">Shop Ten 25</a> for designer home furnishings! </p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-7255785254270863472012-08-23T19:43:00.001-07:002012-08-23T19:47:53.115-07:00Meant to be humble …<p><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-bOLw0stv61o/UDbqV5Pbe3I/AAAAAAAABhQ/mjUlxLaw5dE/s1600-h/tub-with-amazing-ocean-view6.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: block; float: none; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; margin-left: auto; border-left-width: 0px; margin-right: auto; padding-top: 0px" title="tub with amazing ocean view" border="0" alt="tub with amazing ocean view" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-bnaVQJvobE4/UDbqWuzE9WI/AAAAAAAABhY/dpT5OoVsnX0/tub-with-amazing-ocean-view_thumb4.jpg?imgmax=800" width="415" height="198"></a></p> <blockquote> <p align="center"><em>“No one is disadvantaged before God”</em></p></blockquote> <p>Still unemployed, still looking for work that will pay a reasonable salary. The other day I was doing some job-search-related work on LinkedIn and checked out the profiles of some former co-workers. Some now have titles like Director, Vice President, Sr. Vice President, Executive Vice President. While I’m happy for their accomplishments (and they are very well deserved, indeed; very good, smart people), I wondered what happened to me? Not in a feeling-sorry-for-myself way at all; more like a self-examination of my career path, what choices I may have made, what actions I might have taken, what I might have done differently to achieve similar status and been more successful.</p> <p>At one point, I was on the fast track toward a vice president position … then the company was bought out and new management brought in who had their own people. I’ve been in two other companies that were bought out, staffs were downsized, departments absorbed; another company closed in the dot-com bust; another had a major Reduction in Force in 2008’s economic downturn. I left another great job for a more attractive opportunity, then the director who hired me was promoted and his successor had a different vision for the group that didn’t include the role I had accepted. </p> <p>Two friends gifted me with a couple of thoughts recently that helped me to get my head and heart straight and gain some wisdom and understanding: </p> <p>One friend is having to close her business after pouring her savings, sweat and lifeblood into it. In talking about our situations last week, she said that her husband had told her “Maybe we’re just meant to be humble.” </p> <p>“Meant to be humble.” That really struck a chord with me. I would love to have the nicer things in life, not too extravagant, but nicer. I love beautiful things that are simple and well crafted. That pic above just makes me gasp; the beautiful lines of the tub, the elegant floors and oh, yeah, how about that view? I’m not into fussy, ornate, busy; show me sleek, simple, perhaps with a bit of rustic, mixed with some happy color. In some ways, my tastes are already humble. But still, I would like to be able to purchase some nice towels, perhaps new dishware, re-upholster my Mom’s rocking chair, have some curtains that aren’t from Ikea, update the bathroom. I’ve never really had that “extra” that would allow me to have a nicer car/wardrobe/shoes/décor. I’ve always had to watch my budget. (My brothers and I joke “Why wasn’t Dad a rich shipping magnate?”) </p> <p>As I pondered these thoughts about humbleness, another friend posted this illuminating thought on Facebook: </p> <blockquote> <p>“No one is disadvantaged before God.” </p></blockquote> <p>It was as though the Divine meant those words specifically for me. Those who are vice presidents and those who are unemployed: before the Divine, we’re all the same. Wealth, titles, beautiful bathtubs—none of these matter ultimately. Those are things of the physical world, not of the place where our souls are. I was letting my ego lead my thoughts instead of the heart of my Divine self. There is ultimately a great equalizer as we move forward in our journeys. My friend’s husband spoke it so truly: We are meant to be humble people, all of us. None of us is disadvantaged where it counts. A little wisdom gained. </p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-21941860480299564912012-08-16T16:11:00.001-07:002012-08-16T16:11:39.370-07:00Little noticings …<p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-aPOXWqczBYU/UC1-J0QKdQI/AAAAAAAABg0/4Bql-oUuiuA/s1600-h/Walking-feet%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; border-left: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: block; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; border-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="Walking-feet" border="0" alt="Walking-feet" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-DwPL_ojnK_U/UC1-KWgSw2I/AAAAAAAABg8/05EHUbIcH-c/Walking-feet_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="314" height="245"></a> <p>On my walk this morning, I kept finding my mind wandering to what I wanted to get done today. I am mindful of practicing mindfulness and being in the present moment, though, so I repeated a quote from one of my favorite movies (<em>Peaceful Warrior) </em>to bring me back to the present: <blockquote> <p>Where am I? I am here. <br>What time is it? Right now.</p></blockquote> <p>I use this phrasing quite often. It seems that I’m often writing a To-Do List in my head. This phrase reminds me that I am not in the past; I am not in the future. I am only in this moment, right now. There is nothing else to do right now but enjoy the present moment. </p> <p>I always love reminders to be present. Thich Nhat Hahn is one of the first teachers from whom I learned mindfulness. In the first book of his that I read, as an example he wrote about being mindful when washing dishes: feeling the softness of the soap bubbles, the warmth of the water, the shape of the plate, the slipperiness of its surface. (It so happened that shortly afterward I was washing dishes after a Thanksgiving meal and a relative asked me how I could stand doing so many dishes. I told him about being mindful and I’ve been teased ever since about “being one with the plate.” I think you have to know your audience when you share things like this.)</p> <p>At the monastery where Thich Nhat Hahn lives, he'll sometimes ask the novices working in the kitchen "What are you doing?" to remind them to be mindful and present instead of wandering away in their thoughts as they work; to notice what they are doing, the things around them, the songs of the birds, the warmth of their bodies. My yoga teachers teach this mindfulness, too, reminding us to notice how a little adjustment of an upper arm opens up more space, how fully exhaling allows the body to move a little further into a pose, how our bodies feel after a round of Sun Salutations: our breath, body temp, suppleness. Little noticings that make us more aware of the union of breath, mind and body. </p> <p>Yesterday, I took my granddaughters for ice cream. As we were leaving, I pointed out to the oldest that I liked the flooring, which had intermittent squares of blue, green and pink. "You always notice the smallest things, Nana," she said to me and smiled. I try. </p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-17902023238944338342012-08-11T13:48:00.001-07:002012-08-11T13:50:56.935-07:00Old Navy photos<p><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-WEWawD6y1eY/UCbFC7Y6JOI/AAAAAAAABfo/eGGNUTwZiyY/s1600-h/080112%252520Dad%252527s%252520Navy%252520pic%252520-%252520mailing%252520tube%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: block; float: none; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; margin-left: auto; border-left-width: 0px; margin-right: auto; padding-top: 0px" title="080112 Dad's Navy pic - mailing tube" border="0" alt="080112 Dad's Navy pic - mailing tube" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-8-pTc3aL-JI/UCbFDYitUUI/AAAAAAAABfw/6VJbcZnh-5E/080112%252520Dad%252527s%252520Navy%252520pic%252520-%252520mailing%252520tube_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" height="180"></a></p> <p>I wish I could share some happiness about my dad, but there’s been no change. Still no contact with him. I’ve sent him cards and my daughter has, too, but no response. <p>I sent him another card last Sunday with some photos. When my dad was in the Navy, he’d sent a photo to his sister Helen. Helen is now in a home (Alzheimer's/dementia) and when my cousin Chito (Helen’s son) was packing up her home, he found the photo and sent it to me. <a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-hc0VXrAH3Po/UCbFEQ1AioI/AAAAAAAABf4/AmpwsgCltVA/s1600-h/080112%252520Dad%252527s%252520Navy%252520pic%252520full%25255B5%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; margin: 0px 6px 0px 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; float: left; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="080112 Dad's Navy pic full" border="0" alt="080112 Dad's Navy pic full" align="left" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-kvFYRZ-1hWo/UCbFEidXRgI/AAAAAAAABgA/4U764oq7QrM/080112%252520Dad%252527s%252520Navy%252520pic%252520full_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="324" height="147"></a><br>It’s about 3ft long, a formal photo of a large group, maybe his ship’s crew? It was still in the original mailing tube, stamps and all. I took several photos, including a close-up of my dad. (It took me 3 days with a magnifying glass to find him in the photo.) <p><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-4MkZH6bLbIU/UCbFF16AUNI/AAAAAAAABgI/-nnzq4k5pmk/s1600-h/080112%252520Dad%252527s%252520Navy%252520pic%252520-%252520center%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; margin: 0px 0px 0px 6px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: inline; float: right; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-left-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px" title="080112 Dad's Navy pic - center" border="0" alt="080112 Dad's Navy pic - center" align="right" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-MCb0vc192yQ/UCbFGT886ZI/AAAAAAAABgQ/DjoEwKGCZ0k/080112%252520Dad%252527s%252520Navy%252520pic%252520-%252520center_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" height="180"></a>I don’t have any expectations that my dad will respond, but I’m OK with me still reaching out to him nonetheless. I can love him without being loved in return. It still hurts to not have contact with him, but I can still love him. <p>We’re taught to love as the Divine loves, unconditionally. Not “I’ll only love you if you love me the way that I want you to.” Just “I love.” <p><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-rnl8Dnei4qE/UCbFG4ZHbfI/AAAAAAAABgY/QypOaETnR5M/s1600-h/080112%252520Dad%252527s%252520Navy%252520pic%252520-%2525202nd%252520row%25252C%252520middle%25255B5%25255D.jpg"><img style="background-image: none; border-right-width: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; display: block; float: none; border-top-width: 0px; border-bottom-width: 0px; margin-left: auto; border-left-width: 0px; margin-right: auto; padding-top: 0px" title="080112 Dad's Navy pic - 2nd row, middle" border="0" alt="080112 Dad's Navy pic - 2nd row, middle" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-RGOzXdM4Wd0/UCbFHfSIQ_I/AAAAAAAABgg/STQIws2GniA/080112%252520Dad%252527s%252520Navy%252520pic%252520-%2525202nd%252520row%25252C%252520middle_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="390" height="234"></a></p> <p align="center"><em>(Dad is in the 2nd row from top, middle, darker man to his right)</em></p> Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2839358477265144981.post-83057818670068709842012-08-06T21:00:00.001-07:002012-08-07T13:22:08.470-07:00Narcissistic culture?<img src="https://encrypted-tbn3.google.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRAKZqDKdnf32YbN0U074-68lEQ1hRv8VvKHuU4eLne3VxqPG_9" /><br />
Most of us are familiar with the story of Peter denying Jesus when questioned after Jesus’ arrest: “I do not know the man,” he replied not just once or twice, but three times, trying to distance himself from the seriousness of the situation. <br />
Would Peter’s reaction be different in today’s instant-fame-fueled culture? <br />
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“Weren’t you with that man Jesus?”<br />
”Yup! I sure was! Had dinner with him just last night in fact. Check it out: I posted pics on facebook and tweeted about it, too. It’s trending so hard right now. I’ve got a bazillion retweets since the arrest. <br />
Hey, if you know of any news organizations looking for a good story, I’ve got the inside scoop! For a price, of course!” </blockquote>
My <a href="http://roseeliff.blogspot.com/2012/07/the-fair-and-thought-about-safety.html" target="_blank">July 31 post</a> mentioned the seeming trend of people falsely attaching themselves to tragic events, getting their name in print or being interviewed on TV or even possibly selling their story to the highest bidder. <br />
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The quest for fame seems to be on the increase, possibly fueled by our celebrity-focused culture. (Why do we have awards show after awards show for entertainers but not for those who serve: teachers, military, police, fire and emergency personnel, etc.? What is it that we truly value?) Studies show decided increases in young people who aspire to be famous, often without any hard work or talent involved in the quest. They see people getting their own TV shows for no good reason (teen moms, reality TV, big brother, bachelors with multiple women to find “true love”) and think “Why not me? They’re famous and have no talent or skill; I can do the same thing.” <br />
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There are seven traits classically associated with narcissism: authority, entitlement, exhibitionism, exploitativeness, self-sufficiency, superiority, and vanity. One study found that the percentage of young people classified as narcissistic (30%) has doubled in the last 30 years. (What happened to humility and Andy Griffith types?) Another study reported a 40% decline in empathy in young people. Our youth are bombarded with messages about self-involvement, entitlement, vanity and fame and the rich rewards of being famous: TV shows, money, houses, cars, vacations, fabulous parties and their pictures in every tabloid. <br />
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So what do we truly value? My granddaughter’s summer reading list includes <em>Fahrenheit 451</em>. The assignment summary describes it as about a society where the trivial is valued above the truth, where out-of-context factoids are more widely dispensed over information and knowledge. I sometimes feel we could be headed in that direction, where bread and circuses are fed as entertainment to the masses, numbing them into complacency and acceptance of these disturbing trends. <br />
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I’m thankful there are many hard-working, intelligent young people in society who are not lured by this siren’s song of fame and narcissism; young people who are studying and volunteering with humility and caring, who don’t seek to attach themselves to events that might get them on the evening news. These are the people, though, who <em>should</em> be celebrated, whose stories <em>should</em> be told. Humility should be a trait we value above narcissistic self-involvement. <br />
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Further reading: <br />
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Have Media Created a Generation of Narcissists? - <a href="http://www.goodtherapy.org/blog/media-creates-narcissists-0113121/">http://www.goodtherapy.org/blog/media-creates-narcissists-0113121/</a><br />
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Narcissism: On the Rise in America? - <a href="http://www.huffingtonpost.com/dr-jim-taylor/narcissism-america_b_861887.html">http://www.huffingtonpost.com/dr-jim-taylor/narcissism-america_b_861887.html</a><br />
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The Mirror Effect: How Celebrity Narcissism is Seducing America - <a href="http://www.amazon.com/The-Mirror-Effect-Narcissism-ebook/dp/B001NLKWVM/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1344309025&sr=8-2&keywords=the+mirror+effect">http://www.amazon.com/The-Mirror-Effect-Narcissism-ebook/dp/B001NLKWVM/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1344309025&sr=8-2&keywords=the+mirror+effect</a>Rose - Watching Waveshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08753071639280850781noreply@blogger.com5